ok people most of you are wondering about one thing. the day i got shot. they removed the bullets from me which lead to some serious bleeding but im ok now. in truth im pretty Mental Fucked up thanks to the Lead.
i seek people to talk to ease my mind of this matter. the lead has poisoned my viens badly. my body rejects it so badly i need to cough up blood to remove it from my syste. the doctor says that the lead poisoning isn't high enough to kill me but put me in a bad position. since most of the lead poisoning has affected my entire body. so please i beg of you. when i send a note please answer it. the feeling i get everyday.
i feel as though im going to die not physically but Mentaly. that im going to die instead and forever become a hollow shell for the rest of my life. im starting to think that my end is now coming near. for my soul will leave my body but my body will still keep on running. for it;s Revenge cannot be stopped until it is done.
so i fear for what will happen to my mind. if my fears continue i will become what i feel will happen. so please people i know i must sound greedy for this but please help me keep my mind at ease. if it is possible please if you can help ease my soul then maybe i will be able to retain myself from keeping this from going on. if this is possible, then please help me.